a brisk walk at 50
in the fog/mist
it's been a week since we arrived
spent moving in to new digs
walking around
looking for wheels
meeting people
joining in a dinner with homeless people
trying to see monarchs on their way south for the cold
watching the sunsets
smelling the flowers
taking pics all the while ...
looking to settle a bit
settle ...
as in undo the madness of the trek out here
the madness that preceded it
the utter cruelty to my system
trying to get back to me
so i can do what i have to do
be what i need to be
to the people i am here to serve
my livespace is.... smaller than i'm used to
what with 3 people and 3 dogs
and i'm the kinda person that needs space
so it takes gettin' used to
and i have to make my space
bigger
sometimes
i have to go
be alone
walk
coffee
beach
cliff
cam
kruz
....
some people don't get that
they take offense
think i'm diss'in them
can't understand the needtobreathe
the must of settle
undo the madness
the utter madness of the life just lived
that i have to reboot
to go about doing my Father's business ....
can't do it in the madness
and have to do it ...
so the madness must fade
the settle happen
the refocus
the balance
the centre
..... .... .. . . . . .. . . . .~
i'm not out to offend
hurt
i just got to balance out
i'll be back
maybe sooner than you think
give me room
space
to see
again
be
again
......
shalom
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